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Happy Valentines Day~

2008-02-15T00:57:00.008+08:00

Hey All you lovers out there.

Before I continue with my post I just want to wish everyone and a very special someone a Happy Valentines Day.
To let you all know, this is my first time celebrating Valentines day with a special someone and it was so special to me that I decided to blog about it (hope she doesn't mind :p)

Let me first introduce the 2 love birds, both in matching white outfits:

Gym

Zenji

In the morning when I arrived I gave her, her Valentines Day present which I forgot to take a picture because I wish in a rush this morning.

We started out the Valentines Day with a little trip to Secret Recipe for branch, I decided since it was a special day and all, I didn't think mamak was appropriate for the event hehe.

Gym deciding what to eat

While waiting for the food we had a nice one on one chat with each other and I was really enjoying myself, and while we were there Mr. Alex(my Phycology Lecturer) and my Mrs. Winne(my Critical Thinking Lecturer) spotted me and said hi before sitting down at the table across us (embarrassing moment lol)

A couple of minutes later our food arrive, and it was good half way through the meal I remember that I should take some photos and what we were eating, and so I did:

Gym had the Chicken Lasagna

While I had the Chicken Cordon Blu

And for desert we had Chocolate Ice Blended and it was Gym's first time drinking an Ice Blended drink :)

Later I walked Gym to class and then went back to HMC to chill with some friends while waiting for her to finish.
Oh and I only had one class in the morning which I missed because there was a HUGE traffic jam on the way to HELP and I got caught in it... *sigh* Mrs. Winnie forgive me... I wont skip another class... Honest!!~

Later me and Gym met up with Jeihan and Joaane, and to our surprise WE WERE ALL MATCHING!! LOL

Here are some photos of us just chilling:

Jeihan and Joanne, the happy people hehe

Oh yea that reminded me, Jeihan requested a Song Dedication and here are some of the photos:

No offense guys, your pitching was a bit off lol

from left to right: Me, Gym, Joanne and Jeihan

Later after everything was done, Gym went to work at the Marketing Department and I waited for her to finish her work and before the day ended I asked her to sign one of the balloons I got. And here are some of the Photos:

"If I can measure every single thing in the world"

"I want to show you... how much I Love You and how much I care for you"

I Love You Zenji

Gym

This would have to be one of the best days of my life, not only was this the first Valentines Day I was spending with a special someone, but I have never felt so much love in my life and I felt a nice and warm feeling during this special day. And before I end this post there is one my photo which I want to show and it is also one of my favorite :D

To my Darling:
"May Our Love Bloom Like the Sakura in the Spring - Zenji"

Edited:
The present I gave her for Valentines Day, uploaded by my darling herself =)

So Far...

2008-01-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

Been awhile since I last Blogged but hey its gives me time to think of what to write right? lol

Well the first few weeks of college was better then i expected, things changed in a way and hopefully for the better. Well the first week was a bit stressful since I had a hard time finding my class, can you believe it? I almost walked into the wrong class on my first day!! lol. But I soon got use to finding my class without the timetable.

I think so far the best class this term is Critical Thinking. I got miss Winnie and she seems nice and my class is sort of active and the lessons are really interesting and fun hehe. Math isn't the so bad as well, we had 3 different lecturers already lol but thats how it is most of the time but I am pretty happy with the one I got, not my first choice but yea she will do.

Things this year seems to be going much more smoother then expected, I mean I thought I will be even more stressed then last year but doesn't look like I'm stressed. But those memories I had in the past are all behind me and now I'm going to look straight ahead and wont look back cause now I want to concentrate on my future. Oh and I must not forget, I'm currently seeing someone, I wont mention her name but I believe its kinda obvious :p well till next time readers Jia Ne

|~| The New Beginning |~|

2008-01-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

The college term is starting soon, need to register for my subjects asap, the thing was that when I went I couldn't find my subject list... *sigh* oh well... need to try again tomorrow. Saw a lot of friends today, and was pretty happy to see them, but yet I felt something missing... Never mind, just need to try and enjoy this term and study hard, should try not to get so stressed this time like last term *sigh* want to get to degree asap.

I made a lot of mistakes last term, like for example, I overstressed myself too much with work last term, should learn to take it easy... But I know what I need to do... not just for me, but for my future as well... I want to grow old with someone I care for the most... And have a family and raise my children different from how my parents raised me... Because I don't want them to end up like me... And I want to take care of the one I love the most, and make her the queen of my heart now and for ever... But till that day comes... I need to learn to be more than I was last year... Cause no matter what, I wont stop growing... I wont stop learning... And the future is shaped by my own 2 hands... And I refuse to give up...

This year looks like it is going to be a good one... and I hope that all my friends are going the direction they wish to go and I wish them all the best in what they are doing, but no matter what we all will walk our own road later on in life. But no matter what our friendship will always be strong and we will meet later on down the road and the bond between us will strengthen in time, lets all walk down our road of life, but lets all do it together... because no matter what... my friends are always important to me...

The New Year and the new beginning...

2007-12-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

Well... 2007 is coming to an end... but the new year is coming... I'm actually pretty excited that the new year is coming, cause it doesn't just mean that more new faces in college, but it is also a good way to start anew. I've made many mistakes in the past, but I'm going to look towards my future, cause I know thats where I'm going to end up anyway. To all those I hurt this year, I am deeply sorry, but I hope that there isn't anymore hardship between us and I hope to see what the future has in store for me... and I'm not afraid of a challenge lol.

PS: I'm currently in the process of making my Holiday detail and should be up within the week so stay tune all!! Jia Ne

Thailand

2007-12-17T20:15:00.000+08:00

Well tomorrow me and my family are going to Thailand and I'm not excited as my lil sister. Maybe it's because we go there too often? yea I think it might be. Every year its the same thing, we go there and we go to the beach and stuff, then we go shopping and then we go eat. Kinda boring to me actually. We don't go anywhere new and its very boring visiting the same place more then once you know. *sigh* oh well, just going to have to bear with it till I come back... hope its better then last year

I'm officially 19

2007-12-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

Yup, like the titles says, I am officially 19 as of today, and the best part of today is, my exams are over and now I'm on my end of the year holiday!! Would like to tank everyone who wished me today and to Madam Mary (my lecturer) for giving me my first birthday present of the day. Later I am going out with my dad and siblings to a Japanese Restaurant (my favorite lol) and then im going to my best friends hows to celebrate with her. Oh and the Birthday Party is going to be on this Friday and I'll blog about it after Friday is over. Till next time readers, ciao

Prom Night (Coming soon)

2007-11-06T12:05:00.000+08:00

I know I promised the prom photos and what we did and stuff but been quite busy for the mean time and i didnt have time to upload them T.T dont worry ill try and do it by tonite

The Good and the Bad

2007-10-28T01:45:00.000+08:00

Well there has been a lot of things on my mind at the moment due to the mid-term, but now that its over I can finally relax... sort of... there are some good things and bad things that happened lately and I'll list them down for you in a moment. Hmm... I think I'll start with the good;

Good:
1. Managed to get enough sleep, and it is a bit easier to sleep at night
2. Mid-Term is over!!
3. I am slowly regaining my emotion to love again
4. Going to talk to my cousin in Osaka to discuss my future there

well those are the good things this week. Now let me list down the bad;

Bad:
1. One couple from my prom table (not naming who) called me tonight saying that she can't make it cause of some emergency with the boy friends family or something...
2. Been having a lot of heart pain lately and I don't think its heart burn
3. Need to find new people for my table and the prom is this Friday!!!!
4. Have to do my assignments (I'm lazy btw, but yet I can still do good)
5. Been sick frequently

well thats what is good and bad so far... if there is more by Sunday i might edit this post... o well... we are just going to have to see...

Exams and Life

2007-10-23T01:19:00.000+08:00

Well... my exam is in 9hours and counting from now till I start creating my program... Oh well... I'm good at designing the interface but I really bad at writing the program... Oh well... better try right? The paper which I think I'm more worries about is C Programming... Need to study hard on that one... Since I really sux in that...

Well... Nothing much happened this couple of days... just that I feel a bit confused with my feelings... and emotions... they are lost, confused, lonely, and sad... but I have to bare with them for now... cause if I don't I might be in serious trouble... wouldn't be able to concentrate well...

So far life has been going ok... nothing new happened... besides my exam of course... but that practically it... nothing juicy and interesting happened... which is pretty odd since usually strange things do happen to me... well the future is a mysterious and we have to see what it holds for us... but I hope that I'll see it soon...

Zen

Another Video

2007-10-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

Thought I'd try again to see if I can put a video in, here it is;

Mihimaru GT - Punkish

A Strange Dream...

2007-10-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

Last night I had a very weird dream... usually I don't dream much but when I do they aren't always very strange... But last nights dream made me a little... well... confused after I woke up... You see in my dream I was at this sort of picnic with 2 of my college friends... and the thing was we looked a bit... well different... some of us lost weight... got a bit taller... and so on so forth... but... that wasn't all... I met this girl there... I know it sounds like every other guys dream... having a beautiful girl and fantasizing about it... but it wasn't like any other... the girl was strangely beautiful... fair skin... short hair... basically everything I ever wanted in a girl... and what shocked me the most was that we were dating and from what I remember in the conversation, we were dating for awhile now...

Later in my dream... I found out that my "girlfriend" mysteriously passed away and no one new the cause of it... I was at the funeral of the girl and saw as her coffin was lowered slowly into the earth... My friends as they are tried to cheer me up... took me out to have fun or just sit down in a restaurant to have dinner... but nothing cheered me up...

A few days later... I was walking down the sidewalk thinking how miserable I was... without her... when suddenly as I looked up I saw a girl who looked exactly like my "girlfriend" walking slowly but mysteriously into an abandoned building... I quickly ran after her... most of the time I could only catch a glimpse of her as she turned into different corners of the building... and up staircases... I followed her as fast as I could... but she was too fast for me... soon after turning one corner... I can to a dead end... and she was no where to be found... I walked towards the end of the wall and sat there crying... and I could feel how much pain... loneliness... and how much sadness he felt after the lost of his loved one... soon after... my entire vision of that moment went blank... and I slowly got out of bed... and yet... I could still feel the emotions of the guy in my dreams...

Guess there is a hidden meaning in this dream... It could mean I really wish to have a long term relationship... and I am afraid to lose the one I love... I'm not sure... but I'm sure I'll figure it out...

2007-10-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

I Thought I might try and Upload to see if it works, I recommend that you turn off my music on the right side of this page under my profile so that you can listen to this video better, if this work I might be releasing one Music Video once a week.

First Day of Raya

2007-10-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

Well the first day of raya is over... and let me tell you it was all good, met the family, got some cash (yay!! XD) and had good control over my food intake (I know I shouldn't be dieting during a holiday, but hey, I want to have a good body :p)

First we went to my fathers side of the family and visited my aunt and uncles and also some of my cousins, it was ok I guess, I was quite the whole day though, nothing much to say to the rest of my family today, except "Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir and Batin" XD

Then later we went to my mothers side of the family for the annual open house (Gary, Hui Wen and Dairus, Sorry was late!! :P) and some surprise visits from some of my other family friends, such as David, been awhile since I last saw him.

Well that was the first day of Raya, cant wait to see whats in store for me tomorrow, till then night all

End of fasting...

2007-10-12T19:48:00.000+08:00

well fasting has officially ended, and now comes the best part of fasting, Duit Raya which comes tomorrow lol. Still very surprised that Raya came this fast... I mean it feels like only yesterday that Raya started... Well guess I've been so busy that I didn't realize the time fly so fast...

Well lets get down to business, I'm going to tell you what I'm going to try to do with this blog and what updates I'm going to do to it. Here is a list on things I need to do to make this blog the best one I have ever made:

Create a Custom Background
Get a nice profile picture (even though all my cat pictures are cute :P)
Add nice songs to the Blog making it not so bored to view
Details of event
My personal life (Duh, its a blog after all XD)
and other

Well I'll get started straight after raya and I cannot wait to do it (^_^). Well going to my grandmas place in a bit so i guess thats all for today, till then people, Jia Ne

Nearing the end...

2007-10-12T01:28:00.000+08:00

Wow... my first post on my blog... this is sort of exciting... well... first of let me tell you the good things first... well... fasting month is coming to an end which is good (can finally eat in public again XD) and that means Hari Raya is coming and that spells "Duit Raya"!!! I think the best thing to look forward to is that I can see all my relatives. And the prom is coming soon and I'm pretty excited about it, and I cannot wait for it, that is the only time I can dress to impress. I also decided to stricken my diet cause of some reasons which I'll explain later. Well thats the good news for today.

Now coming to the bad news. Well... my heart has been hurting again... it hurts all the time... but no one in my family believes me... and thats the part which hurts me the most I guess... had to breakfast earlier today cause of it... good thing my mum might want me to go for another check up soon... But the thing which depresses me the most is that... well... I don't think I belong in this family... You see... I am always the victim of all their pranks... I get hit from behind from my dad and sisters... and I get scolded even on days which I am sick... they say my diet isn't working and I will never look good... at one time my dad called me "Stupid"... the tease me with girls which I look as friends only... and... well... I feel that my family isn't the right place for me to be in right now... and I was thinking when I was older and have a good job, I want to divorce from my dad and sister... (My mums still cool by the way)... I've been hurt by them too much already... and I cant take it anymore... haven't I suffered enough?...

This part of the blog I am dedicating to my friends... You all are the only people that keep me sane and keeping me from doing stupid things... and I want to thank you... for all that you did for me and how much kindness you showed me... But out of all of you... there is one person... who actually showed me... and changed me for life... and showed me how family... should really stick together... but he isn't a friend... he is something better than that... he is my cousin... and even though in one point in our lives we didn't see each other for years... but... when we met again... we were never close... but... later in life... you showed me how much a family must stick together... and I could always feel you supporting me from afar... and I want to really thank you for that... and one day I hope to repay your kindness and wisdom in whatever way I can... cause you showed me... what a true family really is... and I don't know what would have happen if you didn't come and help me when I needed someone to talk to... I thank you... for everything... *wipes tears*

Well... thats all for tonight and i really needed to get if of my chest... till next time... goodnight...

Welcome to the new Blog!

2007-10-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

Well, I moved my account from Livejournal.com due to that I couldn't do much with it (especially with the comments) but now I hope that this one is more successful then my previous blog and now I can receive comments (YAY!! XD) hope you guys like it. Till then ciao!