A Strange Dream...

Last night I had a very weird dream... usually I don't dream much but when I do they aren't always very strange... But last nights dream made me a little... well... confused after I woke up... You see in my dream I was at this sort of picnic with 2 of my college friends... and the thing was we looked a bit... well different... some of us lost weight... got a bit taller... and so on so forth... but... that wasn't all... I met this girl there... I know it sounds like every other guys dream... having a beautiful girl and fantasizing about it... but it wasn't like any other... the girl was strangely beautiful... fair skin... short hair... basically everything I ever wanted in a girl... and what shocked me the most was that we were dating and from what I remember in the conversation, we were dating for awhile now...

Later in my dream... I found out that my "girlfriend" mysteriously passed away and no one new the cause of it... I was at the funeral of the girl and saw as her coffin was lowered slowly into the earth... My friends as they are tried to cheer me up... took me out to have fun or just sit down in a restaurant to have dinner... but nothing cheered me up...

A few days later... I was walking down the sidewalk thinking how miserable I was... without her... when suddenly as I looked up I saw a girl who looked exactly like my "girlfriend" walking slowly but mysteriously into an abandoned building... I quickly ran after her... most of the time I could only catch a glimpse of her as she turned into different corners of the building... and up staircases... I followed her as fast as I could... but she was too fast for me... soon after turning one corner... I can to a dead end... and she was no where to be found... I walked towards the end of the wall and sat there crying... and I could feel how much pain... loneliness... and how much sadness he felt after the lost of his loved one... soon after... my entire vision of that moment went blank... and I slowly got out of bed... and yet... I could still feel the emotions of the guy in my dreams...

Guess there is a hidden meaning in this dream... It could mean I really wish to have a long term relationship... and I am afraid to lose the one I love... I'm not sure... but I'm sure I'll figure it out...